Showing posts with label weight watchers. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weight watchers. Show all posts

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Weigh In 16th September + Past Week

This past week has been a bit of an interesting, for me its just been so busy with work, its just hectic in general, but in the midst of all that, I have managed to keep on track and stick to the one thing I can control- my food.  

Last week I had done 2 sessions of swimming, one earlier in the week and the other on last Sunday, everything went well, felt really solid, and then woke up on Monday with terrible pains down the left side of my back, and went to work Monday and Tuesday and by Tuesday night at Kung Fu, I could hardly move, it was just so stiff and sore!  Sifu from Kung Fu recommended Ben to do some corrective techniques through the back which really helped, I walked out of there feeling so relaxed and calm, I went swimming Friday and since then it has tightened back up again, but I just need to make sure I keep it stretched and get it released every 2 weeks or so, and at the moment just maintain it.  

Due to the back injury this past week I haven't really been able to train, the only training session I had done were Kung Fu, but still managed to lose another 0.8kg this week taking me to 110.9, which makes me 16.2kg down in 19 weeks!

I also went shopping as Mum still owed me a present from my birthday and said to me, if you see anything buy it and I'll give you the money back.  Well I found a beautiful dress and surprisingly was able to buy it in a smaller size +  it was discounted! Shoppers dream!  I think it actually looked good on!!


 

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Weigh In + Past Week

So I know that I haven't really been blogging all the much but that's all about to change.  This week for me has been all about commitments for me.  Whether it be to blog more, compete in a tournament or race, committing to run twice a week or even just to have coffee with a friend.    For me right now, it's about committing to things and staying committed to it.  

This week, I also had a stripe grading for Kung Fu, which was really cool! Our Sifu - Dave- said that I had just passed my first stripe grade, which required me to do blocks and counters and also Wushu 1 and I will probably do this tomorrow and video it and post it here on the blog.  We get our presentation next week, so hopefully I will have some photos to be posted as well!

This week was my birthday - well not the whole week, my birthday was on Tuesday so Mum had made a Coffee Carmel Ice Cream Cake, which was so good, lots of espresso coffee! 



Which was so good, and only 5PP per slice.  I like coffee, but this one was so strong, which was good, because it allowed me to only have it small amounts, which was perfect!! I also made some banana and malteser muffins, which were nice but I don't think they are worth the 7PP that were allocated to them!  But hey, that might just be personal opinion, other people might love them!


But I managed to spread them out over the week and only used around 15 of my weekly PP, but earned 32 exercise PP.  

I had weigh in this morning and was actually really surprised to pull a 1.7kg loss, (I mean not surprised in bad way),  I stuck to my PP and made good choices, but was 1.7kg after 2.8kg last week is huge- anyway I'll stop whinging now!!  


So now I'm onto a new week, time to start a fresh and if the body plays nice, a good loss next week!

Sunday, August 14, 2011

This Past 2 Weeks or So + Plus City2Surf

So these past two weeks I have been a little up and down.  The week before last I had a good week at weigh in and lost 0.8.  This week I found out I lost my partner and from their everything went down hill.  I didn't care what I ate, I didn't care that I wasn't training, I had pretty much hit rock bottom.  But then I had a bit of a light bulb moment thinking "Why have I gone and done this?  He wouldn't want me to be ruining myself by doing this.  Mind you this didn't kick in til about Thursday and didn't really help me with my impending weigh in on Saturday and I gained around 2.5kg.  Since then I have been really good with my eating and getting back on track with everything!

Today was the day that I had been training for - City2Surf.  Now with everything that had happened I hadn't really done much running leading up to the event.  But I'll talk you through the day (which was just awesome!) and see how we go!

Firstly I was up at 6am on Sunday morning- definately not where I wanted to be on a Sunday- which is usually my day of rest, not usually out of bed before 8.30am and that was a challenge in itself!

Then it was time to get ready.  Money- check, tights- check, singlet-check, bra- check (can't forget that one!), bib- check, and everything was good and I was ready to go!

I don't know I was actually smiling at this house
Then off to the train station for our journey into the city and onto the City2Surf, where I met up with my friend Robyn who isn't the most morning person around, so we got the photo on the train as we were heading in and she fell asleep!!

Robyn and I on the train to City2Surf
We arrived a little bit early, so we thought you know nip down to the bathroom before we start the race, and OMG! The line was huge!  I think about 50 people had the same idea as us!


Then it was a short walk back to the starting line, where we get ready to start our journey from the City 2 the Surf!!

Waiting at the start line

At the start line again- where I look like I've just woken up and Robyn- not a hair out of place for the whole run!!

Me starting to get nervous now!

I love this photo! So beautiful!
 And then before we knew it- we were shuffling our way to the start line!  There was so many people in our group! I couldn't believe it! It was such a made house!  During our journey we definately meet some interesting people!  From Blue Boys, to ladies in PJ's to Super Mario Brothers and Bananas! Only got to grab a few photos, sorry they aren't very clear guys :(

Not a great photo, but gotta love the ladies in the pink PJ's
Hahaha, love this sign, I only got the back half which read, if you have stamina, call me with the guys phone number!!

Ah yes, our good friends the storm troopers!

The Jamacian Bob Sled Team!

Can you find the banana

Sea of people!

Our good storm trooper pal!!
As Robyn and I progressed along the course, I really wanted to take the photos at the 5km and 10km mark, and I was checking the time as I went- I was so happy, because I knocked around 7 minutes off my 5km and around 12-14 minutes off my 10km time!! Check out the photos! So happy!

5km mark

10km mark- only 4k to go!!
 Then by the time we hit Bondi Beach and we got through to the finish, which I was so happy about because by this point I was struggling to walk big time!  We were both hungry and tired so we got the train back to Central and chowed down on well what probably wasn't the wisest food to have, but we were hungry hadn't ate all day and this point almost falling down.  So we chowed down on burger and fries!

Grilled Chicken Burger and Fries
By this time Robyn and I were both pretty much out of it, so we posed for some quick post race medal photos and then we were pretty much both so tired after such a big day, slept most of the way home 

Post race medal photo- see and not a hair out of place!

Post medal phto

And dead after such a big day!
But apart from the sore feet and the blisters.  I had a really awesome day, will definately plan to do it again next year, almost at my goal weight and training for that starts next week, because I don't think I'll be walking for the rest of this one!!!

Monday, July 4, 2011

Weigh In 2/7/11

Okay so I had weigh in on Saturday and it didn't go according to plan.  I had, had a good week up until Thursday when a friend invited me out to dinner.  I thought okay- you know I've had a good week.  I've only used 10 Propoints out of my weekly stash of 49, I'll make a positive choice and it will all be fine.  Boy was I wrong!

I got to the Coffee Club and ordered diet coke- no Propoints, and grilled chicken on turkish bread with lettuce, tomato and some kind of sauce was on it.  This would have to be one of the healthiest things on the planet!  But at weigh in I gained 0.9kg.  I couldn't believe it.  I thought I've worked out hard, I've ate well.  But this lesson has showed me that I can't do this so close to my weigh in day!


Gain
Tracking this week

Tracking


Tracking


I left my meeting not feeling at the good about myself.  Just disappointed and frustrated!  But then I had an epiphany and thought, Look- you are the only one that can change what happens from now into the future- There's no point feeling upset and down about what's happened, shut the door on it and move on.  That's exactly what I have done.  I've had a good weekend and will have an awesome week!

Now its time to forget about that week and focus on moving forward and having a kick ass week this week!

Saturday, July 2, 2011

My Week 26th June- Week 26- This Weeks Meeting Book

My Week- 26th June

Habits for a Healthy Weight
Successful slimmers have healthy habits in common.  Want to know what they are?

1.  Tracking- Writing down everything that passes your lips brings awareness to what and how much you are eating.  It's the most effective way of thinking about food choices

2.  Regular Exercise- Research shows that exercise not only aids weight loss, it helps keep it off as well.  Make exercise a part of your daily routine.

3.  Portion Control- Measuring and weighing your portions in order to get the correct Propoints value is an essential part of effective tracking.  

4.  Sort your surroundings- Organise your home and work environments to support the food choices that will help you lose weight.

5.  Plan ahead- Planning ahead healthy meals and ensuring you have all the ingredients on hand, helps keep you on track.

6.  Moderation - Learning the art of flexible restraint is important for weigh loss.


Warm Up with a hot cup

Hot choc o'clock
Chocolate is probably the best known mood food thought to trigger the release of endorphins.  Endorphins are natural opiates in the brain know to block pain and produce euphoric feelings.  Just remember you can have too much of a good thing.

Smart switch- Ditch the grande hot chocolate with whipped cream and syrup
Go for- A teaspoon of cocoa or drinking chocolate with 1/2 hot water and 1/2 skim milk


Yes Barista
Coffee is the most common all round pick me up.  A low dose of caffeine is classified as being between 80mg-250mg of caffeine per day for adults or the equivalent of 1-3 cups of instant coffee per day.  Caffeine doses within this range have been associated with increases in mood, alertness, efficiency and concentration.  However even at this low dose, caffeine has been shown to interfere with quality of sleep in some individuals, especially if consumed in the late afternoon or evening.  


Smart switch- Ditch the full cream lattes with caramel swirls.  
Go for- Small skinny lattes or good quality plunger coffee with a dash of milk

Tea Time
There's an explosion of teas on the market these days from black and green to herbal blends with floating botanicals.  In winter a little spice can make all things nice and blow away those winter blues, so try chai and other teas with aromatic compounds.  Both black and green teas have powerful anti-oxidents .  Plus where would we be without a peppermint brew to cleanse the palate after a meal.

Smart Switch - Ditch the sugars in your tea
Go for- An alternative sweetener or naturally sweet, fruit flavoured tea. 



Saturday, June 25, 2011

Weigh In 25/6/11

So today came weigh in day again.  I weigh in on a Saturday morning, I just find that during the week I am too busy with work and training, and weighing in Saturday morning also gives me a motivating start to the weekend.  Anyway for those of you that weigh in Friday, Saturday and online users even Sunday, do you find that your working week flies by?  Mine goes so fast I look at my tracker thinking Day 5, hang on thats Wednesday!! Where did that week go to!  It just seems to sneak up on us quite quickly!

Today I had weigh in and lost another 1.5kg! I couldn't believe it, I knew that I had, had a good week, I had trained 4 days (was sick the rest) and tracked everything I ate.  But to pull 1.5kg I was over the moon, which now takes my total loss to 11.7kg in 8 weeks!

Todays weigh in!
To reward myself for getting such a massive number I bought a new cook book at the meeting, so I'm looking forward to trying out some of the new recipes!

Now onto a new week.  I have planned all my meals and am scheduling in exercise, I have just noticed right now that my surgically repaired knee is coming up bruised and a little swollen

So I am just icing it down at the moment and will see how it pulls up in the morning- might end up doing an early morning swim instead of a walk / run.  Hopefully its nothing serious- might just be over use, but we'll rest and ice it and see what happens!! Fingers crossed

Hope everyone has a fantastic week- remember to track, make good choices and think positive and you will achieve your goals!

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Week of Reflection and Achievements

So this week for me has been a good week.  Monday was a little bit dodgy because we had a public holiday, but I managed to kick some ass the other 4 days after Monday to pull a 1.1kg loss and finally achieving my first 10kg loss!

Weigh In this week and hit my first 10kg loss
My weight loss from yesterday has really set me in a good focused mood heading into next week.  I never do any exercise on weigh in today, but as soon as Saturday is over and Sunday is in the house- so is exercise.  Today I went swimming this morning and did around 40-45 minutes, which unfortunately due to the chlorine in the morning it leaves me with really bad allergies.   I was just about to crawl into bed this afternoon to try and sleep it off, but next thing Jason rang asking if I wanted to Knapsack, now at first I was a little bit hesistant, I thought I'm already sneezing and about ready to fall asleep, but he was like you'll be find the fresh air will do you good.  I admit I felt better for getting out and doing it but then I got home and the allergies started again!

This week is definately going to be a good week though I can feel it as they say in my bones.  I have got through the weekend, tracking well, made plans to combat the coming week.  I have selected my meals I'm cooking for the coming week.  This week I'm cooking Mexican Beef Pan Fry, which I have actually just finished cooking

Prepping the food

Finished Product- so filling!

The other dish I am doing this week is Italian One Pan Lamb, both these recipes are out of the "Love your food" book that comes with your binder.  

Time to making some more positive changes for the week ahead and continue to do what is working for me as well, which is:

- Training - both incorporating running, swimming and kickboxing
- Tracking- which I'm counting every morsel that goes in between my lips get tracked
- Positive Food Choices- Making choices of healthy foods that are going to assist my with my weight loss
- Focus- Stay focused ton what I want to achieve and work hard towards it
- Support system- Stay in contact with friends who support this decision both on and off facebook and the Weight Watchers Online Community.
- Attend my meeting next Saturday and weigh in and aim for another good loss

What positive changes are you looking to make this week?

My Week - 12th June Week 24

Winter Tweak and Eats
Modify your favorite winter meals to make them satisfying winter warmers.
A salad or sandwich might be great for lunch in summer, but as the weather cools down; its nice to warm up main meals.  With a little planning, learn how you can bring a little winter warmth to each meal time

Breakfast-  Try warm porridge drizzled with honey or heat milk before adding it to your wheat biscuits.  If you have the time, sit down for hearty poached eggs on grainy toast or if you're in a hurry grab some raisin toast with WW Canola Spread on the way

Lunch- Grill vegies like pumpkin, sweet potato and carrots with a spray of olive oil, or add some warm chicken or boiled egg to usual tossed salad.  Grill or toast sandwiches with warm ingredients like, chicken, roast beef or bacon for a filling edge.  

Dinner- Go for your favorite winter warmers, but tweak the ingredients to make them healthier.  Chicken stock or low fat sour cream are great in mashed potatoes instead of cream and butter.  Roast or bake meats meats instead of grilling and bake or puree vegetables into a hearty soup.  

Whats your trigger?
We all have trigger foods- the snacks and treats that challenge our willpower.  One solution is to remove the temptation by clearing them out of your kitchen cupboards and replace them with Propoints value friendlier options.  

- Low fat hot chocolate for regular hot chocolate
- Maple syrup to drizzle over warm popcorn
- Weight Watchers cookies to dunk in your tea or coffee
- Instant soups for a hot mid meal snack
- SPC fruit snack tub with a dollop of warm custard

June is a great month for beetroot, broccoli, Brussel spouts, cabbage, carroys, cauliflower, celery, fennel, leeks, onion, parsnips, potatoes, pumpkin, silverbeet, spinach, sweet potato and turnips

Natural Winter Sweeteners
Weight Watchers dietitian Emma Stirling shows us how to make the most of the winter fruits on offer

In the nutrition stakes fruit is way up at the top of the list.  It's one of the most nutrient dense food groups packed with an array of essential vitamins and minerals for glowing good health.  

As a food group fruit makes a significant contribution to our vitamin C, beta carotene folate and potassium intakes.  However, it's the dietary fibre content that fills us up and can boost weight loss efforts, that's one of the reasons why all fresh fruit and most vegetables now have a Propoints value of zero.  

Winter Wonderland

We tend to eat more fruit as dessert in the winter- think pies, crumbled and stewed apples.  Just keep in mind that when fruit is juice, dried, processed or cooked often the skin, seeds and dietary fibre are left behind with some essential nutrients and antioxidents.  At the same time the natural sugar content becomes concentrated and the water is removed.  If you add sugar or honey remember to count the Propoints value.  

Fast Indoor Fitness
Weight Watchers exercise consultant Allan Bolton shows us how to get the most from a 15 minute indoor workout

With shorter days and less daylight, it can be hard to find 45 minutes of straight exercise time outdoors.  Home exercise can be a good alternative to keep your fitness ticking over during winter.  It requires little equipment and you can exercise when you want to.  

The key to optimising a 15 minute workout is to turn the intensity you.  The best way to do this at home is to include the principals of interval and circuit training.  Include hula hooping, exercise DVD segments, box jumps / step ups, skipping etc.  But getting in possibly 2 15 minute workouts each day will help you stay ontop of your fitness and weight loss.  

All you need to do is warm up at a moderate pace, then as you feel comfortable up the intensity to a peak and then ease the intensity down for a few minutes at the end.  Of course if you choose to, you can extend your workout for 20 minutes, 30 minutes or however long you have

Here's an example 15 minute workout plan:
1 minute step ups / box jumps ( lead with the right leg)- easy pace- 1 minute each leg
2 minutes of Zumba DVD- pick a favorite track - moderate pace
2 minutes hula - hoop- moderate pace
2 minutes rope skipping- higher intensity- double unders if you can do them
1 minute step ups - (lead with with the right leg)- lead with right leg - 1 minute each leg
1 minute rope skipping- higher intensity
2 minutes hula - hoop- moderate pace
2 minute of Zumba DVD- pick a favorite track- moderate to easy pace

 

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Picture Comparisons

So I've just a kickboxing class tonight- Thank You Boy for such a tough class.  But I got home and I started thinking that I really have to take some updated photos to see if I can pick the difference from one month to the next with my weight loss.  Some people say yes they can see it round the face and round the middle, but I just don't know, but then again normally we are our worst critics....right?  

So I'm posting some photos below the see what you guys think:


This me today- 15/6/2011- I'm failing to see a difference
This is me at the beginning of the month



From today 15/6/11

Progress Pic as of today
These photos are from today -15/6/11

Since I started this journey I have lost 9.1kg pretty much since that first pic was taken, I mean I know I have gotten smaller (from the fact that my clothes have gotten too big and I've had to go down a size!), I just really struggle to see it.  Maybe putting these photos side by side might help.  But just gotta powering on.  So close to 10kg loss I can almost taste it!

Let me know what you guys think? 

New progress pics- 1 month!

My Week 5th June- Week 23


My Week- 5th June- Week 23

Don’t hibernate – rejuvenate this winter
Use the cooler months to step up your weight loss efforts

Use winter to sharpen your resolve, set new goals to see you through and emerge a slimmer, healthier person come spring.

Who you gonna call?  Exercise Busters!

Excuse- It’s too cold to exercise
Answer – Exercise will warm me up
- Nothing warms you up faster than getting active.  If you don’t want to venture outside, choose activities you can do indoors such as home DVD workouts, gym classes or indoor swimming. 

Excuse- I don’t feel like salads
Answer – I can add warm ingredients
- Finding satisfaction in your meals is important.  And if it’s comfort food your after, simply tailor the ingredients.  Add roast pumpkin and warm chicken to salads, or use the sandwich press for a toasty sandwich

Excuse – I’ll get back on track after winter
Answer – Think about what you’ve achieved so far.  Remember, you don’t have to work harder or do anything differently throughout winter, just keep following the program – and always build in variety to your food and activity choices. 

5 Fun Winter Ideas

1.  Use your weekly Propoints allowance for a warm winter dessert
2.  Buy yourself on a new pair of jeans to suit your changing figure
3.  Put some warmer highlights through your hair to reward a goal reached
4.  Host a dinner party using Weight Watchers Recipes
5.  Rug up and read the Weight Watchers blogs, magazines and message boards

Souper- size me

Soups are an excellent way to boost your nutrient intake in the colder months and warm from within.  A bowl of soup can make a hearty meal or a satisfying snack and even give your weight loss efforts an edge as long as you choose wisely. 

Slurp your way to weight loss

Regularly including a portion controlled soup as a starter before you start your main meal is a smart strategy in winter, when you’re likely to burn less kilojoules in physical activity and reach for the comfort food.

According to Dr Barbara Rolls, research from their Penn State University Eating Laboratory demonstrates that soup should be an automatic inclusion in healthy weight loss plans.  In fact, eating a healthy soup before a main meal helps lower the total kilojoule intake at that meal by an average of 400 kilojoules.  This kilojoule deficit is just what’s needed to counteract a little hibernation time this winter. 

Super Soup Ingredients

Low GI Legumes and whole grains – Chickpeas, split peas, cannellini and red kidney beans along with whole grains, like barley and quinoa, bump up dietary fibre scores to between 3-6g per serve on average

Varied Veges – With 75g vegetables equal to a serve you can certainly slurp your way to five a day.  Seasonal winter vegetables include broccoli, pumpkin and squash.

Cheaper meat cut – Due to their slow cooking time, cheaper cuts of meat like lamb shanks will tenderise beautifully and boost the protein, iron and zinc contents of the soups. 

Salt reduced stocks – Cut down on salt when cooking soups are home and experiment with pungent herbs and spices and add flavour.

Smart switches – Creamy and condensed soups can clock up around 10g of fat per serve, so check labels when you are shopping.  When making your own Asian laksas and soups, use coconut flavoured, light evaporated milk instead of coconut milk. 

The benefits of exercise and how to get them
We all know exercise delivers weight loss, health and fitness.  But Weight Watchers exercise scientist Martha Lourey – Bird shows you how to achieve this

Ideally your exercise regime should include the following three elements

Cardio Exercise – Makes you huff and puff- eg – walking, jogging, swimming, rowing, cycling etc.  Do it moderately (can still talk) 30 minutes, five days a week or do it vigorously (can’t talk) 20 minutes a day, 3 days a week. 

Resistance Exercise – Builds strong muscles and bones, increase your metabolism and improve your body shape, posture and tone- eg- Crossfit, Free Weights in the gym and / or try specific resistance exercises such as push ups, squats, lunches.  Do 1-3 sets of 8-12 reps of 8-10 exercises at least twice a week. 

Flexibility – Helps improve your range of motion, posture and mobility – eg- stretch all the muscles you can- hamstrings, chest, back, calves by holding the stretch still, no bouncing (unless you have done PNF stretching before).  There should be mild discomfort, but no pain.  Try it 2-3 days/ week for 10-30 seconds and up to 3-4 reps per stretch

However, if you are unable to do this level of activity, you can gain substantial health benefits simply by accumulating 30 minutes or more of moderate intensity physical activity (can talk but no sing) on most days of the week. 

Third Time Lucky
Weight Watchers Healthy Life Awards finalist Rebecca Bell shares how weight loss success was a case of third time lucky.  She has lost 24.9kg

When I look back I think the main reason I didn’t succeed in losing weight in my previous attempts was because I didn’t realise how big I got.
It wasn’t til a friends wedding where I saw a side profile photo of myself.  I was horrified.  I remember thinking this is it, this time it has to count.
I had tried Weight Watchers in the past with a friend and we always found excuses why we couldn’t stay for the meeting
This time around I stayed for meetings.  Towards the end of the week my motivation would be running low and then I’d attend my meeting and be full of new ideas and fresh thoughts.  I loved drawing ideas and experiences from other members.  To me, they were a tower of support and a wealth of knowledge. 
My outlook on food has evolved.  I no longer drink a lot of alcohol.  I still LOVE WINE and enjoy a glass or two, but I want to feel good the next morning for my exercise class. 
If you utilise the Weight Watchers programme you will loose weight, but it will also take you on a complete wellness journey.

My top 5 tips to sticking to the Programme
1.  Always attend your weekly meeting
2.  Water, water, water.  Drink water throughout the day and you’ll find yourself less hungry
3.  If you have young kiddies and find that 5pm meal time difficult not to eat their dinner , make a cup of green tea and drink that instead
4.  Tracking- it will make your weight loss journey quicker
5.  Reward yourself and don’t beat yourself up over little things

Five healthy things we learned this week
1.  Keep your weight loss efforts up this week to emerge slim for spring
2.  Make a batch of Propoints free soup to keep in the freezer
3.  Cheaper cuts of meat like lamb shanks make a perfect addition to soups
4.  There are 3 different types of exercise to include in your routine
5.  It doesn’t matter if this is your first or third time at Weight Watchers.  With persistence you will reach your goal

Courtesy of the WW My Week Brochure

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Self Discipline (or lack their of)

Okay guys, let me fill you in.  Here in Australia we have just had a 3 day long weekend, as yesterday was Monday and the Queens Birthday, so we had the day off work.  This is the worst thing that could possibly happen!

In addition all the Weight Watchers Meetings were closed so people who weigh in on Monday are going to have to wait another week to be weighed in.  If it was me and I knew I had trained hard, ate well- I would want to wait another week to be weighed in, but hey that's just me!

To be honest this holiday Monday didn't go so well, you see I have no trouble sticking to my Propoints during the week while I'm at work and even on the weekends.  But this holiday I struggled big time!  

I mean I went over by 6 Propoints.  Now most of my friends and family would say "You know Gill it's only 6 Propoints- you did a big run on Saturday (10km) and you would have burnt that off don't worry about it" Or "Its only 6 Propoints- you'll burn that off running on the treadmill during the week or in your kickboxing class" and last but not least "You have those extra 49 Propoints to use during the week- just take it out of them".  These are 3 very valid points and options that I have.  But what they don't understand is the fact that I felt like I needed to go over them and that I did!  I'm very disappointed in myself.  

Now I know that I can't change the past, and in my new philosophy is that "I can't undo the mistakes I made yesterday, but I can change the future by making positive choices".  This I think is the best way to be.  Remember the mistakes, but don't dwell on them, you will only obsess.  The best way to do this is to focus on making good, positive, healthy choices to impact your future.  This is exactly what I plan to do today.  I'm starting off the day with scrambled eggs on toast with grilled tomato.  

Promise to myself today- To make healthy choices and tackle today head on!

The food I over ate on yesterday

Monday, June 13, 2011

Self Esteem

So I was reading this blog post about self esteem and how it can make us ugly people.  Generally I don't have the best self esteem, due to alot of things that have happened to me over the years and the non- supportive family that I have.  Well I shouldn't say totally unsupportive- they support what I am doing with Weight Watchers, but if it looks like I'm eating too much food- which I know I am not, because of how my weight loss is going I mean come on, I've lost 9.1kg in 5 weeks! I must be doing something right!!  But my mum always cooks my meals for me while I'm working.  So thats really all the support they offer.  

I often get told that "somethings not right with me" or "I need to see a psychiatrist", which isn't something that a supportive person should be giving out to people especially their daughter.  They often say that I have an angry out look on the world, and that its no wonder I don't have a boyfriend.  

I mean yeah I can get angry at people and myself, but so do a lot of people.  Let's look through the checklist:

Do I have anger? Yeah
Do I have joy? Yeah
Do I have love? Not in my life right now
Do I have laughter? All the time!
Do I have trust? Well, I have issues with that one.  I do trust only around 2-3 people in my life. 
Do I have fear? Yes
Do I have disappointment? Yes

Why do I have all these?  Because I'm human.  I'm not a non emotional alien from another planet!   We all have atleast some of these issues.  I do get angry at my immediate family, mainly because they think they are helping my harrassing me, but infact they are just making things worse.  The constant harrassement and persistent bothering are just not what I need and unfortunately they don't listen to what I want.  


Self esteem for me is a constant battle but at the moment I feel like it's a battle that I'm winning.  I went out to a Salsa Club this past weekend, all dolled up in a dress that suits my body shape right now, hair done and make up on.  I actually felt like such a girly girl, but it was awesome and my friends and even people who I'd never met told me how fantastic I looked and how much fun I was having and how happy I looked!  I realised then that myself esteem was at all time high!! I projected out positive and happy vibes because I really was happy!! 


Projection is a massive thing it allows yourself to project to other how truly happy you are.  I will definately be using this tool alot more often!

Since flying on that high, I am back in the kitchen on this public holiday Monday, cooking up a storm with my Goats Cheese, Spinach and Pumpkin Mini Fritattas!

Prepping the pumpkin and the spinach

Adding the goats cheese
Final Product!


Sunday, June 12, 2011

10km Run Today

So today I decided it was time to tackle the "big block run".  Which is from my place, down the Northern Rd, down Andrews Rd, along Castlereagh Rd, then up Coreen Ave, til we reach again the Northern Rd, then run along there for around 1.8km - 2km til we reach home again.  

I measured the distance and it was 10km even!  Nice new running track for me!  The last time I ran 10km it took me 2 hours and 10 minutes this was at Norwest.  Today I ran it in 1 hour 40 minutes!  So stoked with how much I have improved.  Its definately all the running and kickboxing its starting to help strengthen the leg muscles, and its getting the endurance / miles in the legs in prep for City2Surf.  Now only 63 days to go!  Time to rip into the training and get the miles in and break in the new shoes and get some running done!

Morphing into a Runner

Now as most of you know I am not a runner I don't generally enjoy it I guess mainly because I was 140kg and trying to run was painful the body and also running out in public with everything wobbling around its not the nicest feeling.  But in saying that I'm no down to 118kg and am no longer worried about what people think if they wanna yell idiotic things or whatever then thats their problem.  I did actually get a few honks on this mornings run, which was kind of nice.  So stoked I got through it though.  

I am going to do Knapsack with Robyn tomorrow which is going to be awesome I can't wait!  I will definately be icing down tonight and tomorrow so my knees will be okay to handle knapsack tomorrow.  

But now since I am running almost everyday now, I am kind of starting to enjoy it (damn it! My physio - the runner said I would start to enjoy it! He was right) But my week started yesterday and I'm already 10km down.  Gonna try and aim for between 15-18km this week and see how we go! 

Bring on Knapsack tomorrow, will post photos soon!